Sorry, it's takes so long each time for me to update. I'm usually contemplating whether or not I want to put this on my blog. I'm a pretty closed book kind of a person and feel more comfortable just keeping things on the low down. I'm just not one of those people that likes to make a big deal out of things, mostly, because I've learned that everyone is usually going through something themselves. But I also realize that this is my journal and defiantly something that I need to remember. Especially if this is something we're going to be dealing with in the future with our children. So this is basically just another Journal Entry for myself.
We went to Adam's follow-up appointment last Thursday knowing we would need to make a decision regarding the surgery. He was supposed to be on medication for two weeks and then go back in and talk about meds vs surgery. Well, medication and Adam just do not mix. They made him "Sleepy" and "Grumpy" and even kinda "Dopey" (ha ha JK about the Dopey part) and also, even on the meds he still had heart flubbers (another technical name I made up) so he made an unauthorized executive decision and stopped taking his meds a week before he should have. Not surprisingly, he did much better off the meds than on them and was once again "Happy" (okay, I'm done with the seven dwarfs jokes..what can I say, I 've got Disneyland on the brain). So we knew that for Adam meds were not the way to go. So after another EKG test we sat down and talked to the doctor. We decided that the surgery was the way to go. We both thought that we'd have a few months before they could get him in and have some time to stew over it but no, they got him scheduled within 2 weeks. On Wednesday, February 23rd he will go in for the Surgery. We both felt good about it...well, as good as one can about surgery. We had been fasting and praying and attending the temple to help us with this decision, so we left comforted and of course had to go to lunch again. (A perk to having all these doctor appointments has been going to lunch together each time) I came home and started reading through the packet they gave us and instantly got so scared. I just sat there and cried. I guess I didn't really think about every little detail that the surgery entails and was surprised with the amount of time it takes and the procedure. We will go in at 6:00am Wednesday morning. (We're still working out the details for the girls that day but we're hoping Marilee can get them up, dressed fed and to school so my mom can be with me in the waiting room at the hospital and then after the girls get out my mom will take over and get them to all their after school activities and keep them til were home. I'm so thankful that we live so close to family, it makes these situation so much easier) Anyway the test will take about 4 hours. They will put him under go in through the neck and the groin and run a catheter into his heart. Then they will bring on an "episode" to see exactly what is causing his heart to race, pound, skip beats and fludder. There are three different things that it could be and by doing this they will be able to find exactly what it is. They are 90% sure that one of these three things are causing it. So, if and when they find the problem they will perform an ablation causing it to stop sending extra signals. After the surgery he goes into monitoring for 2 hours where he and his heart rhythms are watched and monitored. After that he will go into recovery for 8-10 hours laying flat on his back. If everything looks great, he can go home that night. That's what we are hoping for. Then he will come home and stay down until Monday. I'm nervous but very excited to spend those five days with him. We're getting all prepared with movies, munchies, puzzles, crossword puzzles etc. Adam was so excited to have his theater room done so he could just live up there for a few days but after reading his instructions he's not supposed to climb stairs, so we'll have to camp downstairs for the first few days and then hopefully he'll be able to go up the last few days and enjoy his "Man Cave." Adam is getting pretty nervous, although he covers it well. I'm feeling okay about the actual surgery. I'm not looking forward to watching him get wheeled into surgery and then hanging in the waiting room for 4 hours but, I know he'll be in good hands and even if the worse happens he'll end up with a pacemaker. I know that sounds harsh but I can deal with that, what I can't deal with is any fatal outcomes. So if the worse case scenario is a pacemaker it's dealable. (another of my made up words) The part that makes me the most nervous is when he leaves the hospital to come home for me to take care of. I have a list of things to watch for (blood clots, fever, fainting, irregular heartbeat etc.) and these CAN be fatal so it scares me to death that I might miss something. But we're going into it with prayers, family fasts, blessings and as prepared as we can so we're confident all will be well. It will just be so good to get this taken care!